JA program

November 17,2010 I has selected to be apart of the JA program. I had the opputunity to go to HP. We had to write an essay about a type of technology that would make school run more effiecitnly and things of those nature. I didnt care much of the program cos yeah..well they were selecting 60 student who enter the contest out of ALL achools in the bay area and I was ONE of em'=D it was one of em one in the life time oppurtunity! well i was siked and cried (dnt judge me) wen i found out i got SELECTED! =) i wrote about the iphone four i like hella Bs'd it haha! well yeah it was a really cool experience. I got to meet kids from different high school. it was just an awesome experience! it was light weight to long. it was from 7:30 to 7 at night! it was just too long and too many talks-_-. BUT the food was GOOD mmmm yumm ;).well yeah im juss summarizing wat happen im light weight tiredd -_-

I pinky PROMISE..

I PROMISE to be there NO matter what happens. i PROMISE that i wouldn't leave you with NO reason. i PROMISE i would love you the same. i PROMISE to see you the same way as i always had. i PROMISE to be as loyal && support you NO MATTER! i PROMISE to be that shoulder you cry on. i PROMISE to be that hand you hold everywhere you go. i PROMISE to be there when you fall. i PROMISE to be to the FIRST&&LAST person you talk to everyday/everynight. i PINKY promise my heart to you.

As though they may say promises are meant to be be broken,but the only thing with these promises is that there SOLID as everr && they would remain that way! <3

ULTIMATE GOAL!

Making ↑ thiss my ULTIMATE GOAL is suppppperrrr important&&dear to my heart! NO ONE can change the way i think or feel about this! TEMPLE!! i don't need to emphasize this! its self-explanatory! MARRIED&&SEALED for ALL time&&ETERNITY! i hold the gospel dear to me. I have many FLAWS and try so hard to perfect them. My Heavenly Kingdom awaits me ;). A dream i want to become REALITY. Marrying a worthy return missionary is the BEST* part besides the temple=) Getting to see them in the after life.KNOWING that there's an after life is even a blessing. well in my eyes they are. If i wasn't for the plan of salvation or the GOSPEL i would've been one lost SOUL! I know it's going to be hard reaching this goal, but every opsticle my heavenly father puts me thru IS going yo be worth it! Our Father in Heaven doesn't make us suffer for a purpose. It's suppose to make us stronger! There's always a blessing if you follow him. Free agency, use it WISELY.

Homecoming DATE

okk so HC camee along and i was SIKED,NERVOUS,&&COULDNT believe i was going! cos you noe my brotherss -_-..well anyhoot OCTOBER 30th, 2010 was thee awesome day! so my bf (paul) asked me to go to his homecoming. My slowself asks him who his gna take..&& he was like YOU! hahah i didnt noe.. He was like your my GF you automatically going! haha i didnt noe all THAT! watver ima newbee ;) but yes MILLS homecoming it was! lets just say things are better off being unSAID;) hehe. EVEN thoe tha palangi's/asian's JUMPED to almost EVERY SINGLE SONG it was AWESOME! i mean how much fun is it to make of fun of ppl of how they dance and than dance like EM'! well if you dnt noe it was SUPER FUN!hahah its a "you had to be there" moment..yess onee ah those;D. It was first date to a dance ( i noe corny DNT JUDGE ME=])..I D K i hadd funn! it was sucha close bond i hadd with thee BF =)i would do that night over and over again&&NEVER get bored! i give myself props ferr even trying to go and having to ask my brother to go with a BOY first off!!! oh gosh how nerve wrecking that was! -_- .. it was WORTH IT!

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