
It was our youth stake VALENTINE'S dance and i was suppppperrrr siked and all!!! I had myself a cute rocking outfit && everything, but something was missing...I honestly was there to see "him", but maybe i set my expectations bar a tad bit high..idk.. idk how to explain it..It felt werid though, but not the good kind.Maybe it was just me..hopefully I was the ONLY one feeling like that. I felt like he wanted nothing to do with me..well felt like it.And it wansn't because he didn't dance with me on the last song NO! it wasn't that but i felt like we were brand new to each other (bad thing).Maybe its just me which again i HOPE it is, but is it just me or are we slowly drifting apart, but we cant realize it.IM NOT READY TO DRIFT! :/(in a whinny voice)..i have my heart set out already i dont need to be on a rollercoaster ride -_____-. can you say supperrlllyyy attachedd or wat?! -_-..which again idk if its a bad thing or not..idk..hope not. i love this guy and it would FOREVER remain like that!!no matter wat